My Heart throbs in my Lord's Love

My heart throbs for the loneliness awaits,

The days and the nights, the lights and the shadows it all just frightens,

I alone, wander lost in these dense thoughts,

I wander in this lost world,

I wonder, these days I just wonder;

My heart sobs for the loneliness awaits,

See the Gods, the Evils, the ‘goods’ and even the ‘bads’, they stand at my steps

They bequeath their shades, but none to quench my thirst;

Oh! Love me please, love me! Perhaps I do not worth it.

Come the offence of love awaits, even the Hearts may vacate,

  

The only thing my heart wants to sing is the God’s name,

What else does it worth, what else my time should I better use for,

It is thy love, it is thy grace, I survive

Why did it took so much of time for me to understand

Please Oh God Call me, to liberate, I seek thy refuge. Liberate!

From the heavens thy grace descend like the rains,

 To quench the thirst of the dried lands

You grace blossoms like flowers and the creepers,

 you prevail like an autumn

It makes me cry when I wonder about the magnificence of thy love;

It starts with you, it ends on you,

 for you was I longing even then even now,

You are the saviour and you are the survivor,

You are the lover and you are the beloved,

How do I distinguish when it is all you,

Liberate me, Liberate Oh God, you know it is changing, it is changing within me.

I seek thou, I seek thy refuge.

I seek thy pardon for all the wrongs I have done,

I seek thy pardon for the attachments I had,

Liberate me Oh God there is nothing in life without you ahead,

On thy feet I submit Head.

And I was carving out my own Way

They all walked together under their Master’s hand

 Shielded! They moved fearless,

They had nothing to envy, yet they did,

They resented to my every bid,

Aloof I was, with a li’l fear in my heart,

Unguarded, in the hazy war,

With my own principles,

I had to walk.

I had to walk. Walk.

Walk for I chased the horizon,

Walk for something was awaiting there,

Away beyond the spheres of life and limits of time,

There is something which is calling me afar,

Beyond the war,

Beyond the Star.

Unaware was I perhaps,

Or perhaps I was a li’l extra aware,

Whatever it was, it was strange,

Those hazy boulevards, with mist around,

Thorns on the way, shackles did surround

Blind ends at every edge,

God, what Law you want me to be bound

For you left me unguided

And I chose to not to turn around!

Yes, and when the world walked on the paths settled,

I was lost in the part un-mettled

Unguided was I, for my ventures were virgin,

Unshielded was I for my mettle was unseen,

Should I Thank you, or Should I please you

I just want you to know

That

You think of me this way or another,

Your world was walking in its own 'gay',
And I was carving out my own way,

because Oh My Lord,

you were not pleased to bless me with a Godfather....

Action

The appreciation!! Sometimes serve the purpose of flattery.

Support sometimes lead to over-confidence,

it sometimes, gives the sense of peace to my heart!

 but yeah,

let us not turn a blind eye,

a Napolean's eye, to ground realities of our inaction,

which perhaps may lead to the demise;

demise of the visions we cherished,

goals we have set,

and stronghold strategies which we want to implement,

it is only the strength of action which can take us to the heights

to the heights which we set ourselves for,

to the heights which from ages we want to achieve.

For there is nothing which is stronger than actions,

My God, My God once told me that

On this planet, nothing is stronger than the product of my actions

The product of no curse or blessing is stronger than the product of my actions.

For God's too are wary of and subject to Humane action.

For it is only the action which can liberate us from the products of actions,

No other humane virtue is capable of doing this, but Action.

When everything in this world is perishable,

only the product of the actions has the divine virtue,

divine virtue of sustainable survival

It is the Action which can fetch me immortality,

It is the Action, which can make me Rise

Rise up, up, where eternity exists.

Rise up, beyond the horizons of humane perception,

Rise up, to grow beyond the bonds and the bondages,

Rise up to walk hand in hand with 'Time' and 'My Doom'

Rise up, to gaze the Destiny with a smiling face,

Rise up to Rise more,

Rise up to embrace my demise before I fall