Unmoved, tranquil, serene and composed, focused and lovely my heart once sat in its content abode;
Detached and non-expecting, yet loving and gentle, firm and steadfast yet tender and placid, my heart once sat in its heavenly domicile;
So beautiful was its abode, even the heaven’s felt shy, so soothing was that state that nothing could be denied;
There was only one thought, and the thought was the focus on the goal and its meticulous pursuit;
Only one desire moved it, and that was the cherished pursuit; it was the battle with eternity, it was a Heart’s race against Time;
For I chased a status higher than the Time, stronger than its Will, quicker than its pace;
But the Time, Time had unknown things in its mind, its Will had always swayed the mortals,
Time, the history has witnessed, always kept uncertainty as it next move, and battle was the only way out.
Time was strong and unreachable, unseen but ever present, I wonder sometimes over its transcending nature;
Time they say is the best teacher, Time they say is the best healer, Time they say is the permanency factor;
Time! Yeah Time!
My battle was with the Time, my race was against the Time, For Time was immortal and I had so less of ‘It’,
My will was to go immortal in the ‘existence’ of Time’s immortality;
And for that no-thing was placed above my longing.
I guess, I was conditioned to like no-thing
I liked nothing which couldn’t pursue the dreams, I cherished nothing but stillness of eternity, and my heart was tranquil;
And I moved, moved in the desired direction.
Then, then there were ups and downs, ups and downs, pains and pleasures, love and desire, lust and pining and the attachment’s yearning;
From heavens my Heart descended to the humane earth, bound by the relations and humane dearth.
It just changed, changed for uncertainty, changed to complicate my chase of eternity;
Like Time even Change lived in permanency, Like Time even Change walked on the road to eternity.
The connived plot went beyond the horizons of my intellectuality. Hampered ‘me’, I see my dream hanging alone in unknown fraternity.
And it just changed.
I feel the pain, deep absorbed in my heart, engaged with my ambitions; it sits in a lonely abode
See how it moved, the time swayed up and down, instructed by no one, my heart fought to own the world and but it dwells in a lonely abode.
See it likes the speed, but it has slowed down, it likes the battle but the Time its opponent is unknown.
See it wants to pursue, but the dream has gone unknown, hence it sits alone in its lonely abode.
