Understand Me, Before 'Its' Fall

Somewhere, the heart cries in its deep wounds;

For sometimes it is held by the love which bounds;

'Stranded' to meet its destiny;

'Attached'-- to hold on to the celebrated mutiny;

Why in the aloofness my Heart is bewildering

Why it wanders in the search 'never ending';

You come, on- above 'it' -- (heart)

The longing is beyond the humane 'permit'

My Heart cries....

The dreams, the goals set,

Sounds to be resting on a distant island,

Deep into the dark waters, on an un-soothing chair, beyond the 'Man's Hand'

My Heart's rhythms are unusual,

it's connection with the eyes is beyond perusal

Impossible is the perusal of its 'pursuit'

My Heart still wanders,

It wanders in the search of the dreams,

which are for humanity 'unsuit'

Attached now, to the things-

which I had chose, long back to discard,

Like a face with filthy beard,

it itches to its own 'existence'

Why do I do? Oh Lord!

I await thy Grace,

To win this never ending race;

When the whole world is so busy,

I am 'unabled' with my 'ability'

Yeah! I know- it sounds a li'l flimsy,

Ahh! Look at my Heart, see gently it goes uneasy.

My Strengths, I see are getting shattered

My Pillars went bewildered, Ahh!

When everything goes off the hand

-See; How lonely 'plays' the Heart's once most rocking 'Band'

When Life seems to be a 'torture'

When it procreates the thirst 'Mortal'

Why can't my own People notice my tears;

Remember Oh World! In the midst of everything I was with them in their fears;

Can anybody ever come to console my heart and stop my 'tears'

It sobs... Alas.. Ah.. it sobs!

Hug me once tight to free me 'once and for all' from these ugly fears.

The Mind changes its wardrobe and it's head gears;

My Heart My Love stands alone,

Ahh- My God says- I am not meant to stand in 'pairs'

Alone it sat, for all this while

Walked alone in dooms turmoil

Once I want to close my eyes,

Let My Heart soothe;

Once I want to sleep in content,

Before my demise steps in front;

Once, Once, Let it be- where it wants to be;

For Once is this life, once is this chance.

For, Once it loved all, 

Understand me before its 'Fall"